Mehrunnisha says: April 8, 2013 at 2:32 am
Dear Aisha,
I am glad you were able to see the truth and have realized that Islam is false. The strange feeling of denial, shock, confusion, guilt, sadness, and even anger after finding the truth is normal. You may even feel that you have done something terribly wrong and will want to revert back to Islam. This is all part of the process of enlightenment. We all went through these stages. I call them the seven valleys from faith to enlightenment.
It does not matter whether you call yourself an apostate or not. Even if you call yourself a Muslim, continue praying the Islamic prayers, fast and do everything Islamic, life will never be the same for you again. You are out of the womb of ignorance. You are born in a new world where everything is different. Babies cry when they are born. That is because they know nothing about this world and all they feel is that they are separated from the only world that they know. Birth was a painful experience for all of us and I don’t think anyone wanted it to happen. The comfort of the known and the fear of the unknown is what keep us from making the leaps necessary for your growth.
I have seen many people, including yours truly, who could not let go and vacillated between faith and disbelief for a long time. However, once you learn the truth, there is no unlearning it. One can go back and fool himself for a few more years trying to keep his head under the sand, but at the end he will have no choice but to resign to the fact that he is out of that paradise of ignorance and should move on.
You do not have to say anything to your father or to anyone about leaving Islam. Keep going to the mosque if your father asks you to and pretend praying and fasting if necessary. You are out of Islam and Islam is out of you no matter what you do, say or think. I can say that many people who have left Islam are still in the forum of FFI defending it. I can see that they are no longer Muslims but they like to live in denial for now as admitting the truth is too painful. Eventually they will admit it too. There is no hurry. We are not recruiting people to do anything. We are spreading knowledge. Each person has his or her own pace of growth. It took you six months, it took me two years. Some people do it in days and others in years.
You say that now that you left Islam, it feels strange not to believe in God. But who said you should abandon the belief in God? God has nothing to do with Muhammad and Islam. If you choose not to believe in God, that is your choice, but you must not think that by leaving Islam you have to leave God. Many apostates, including myself, felt that we found God, the real God, after letting go of our fear of Allah, the sadistic god of Muhammad.
Apostasy is knowledge. You do not have to do anything to be an apostate. There are no baptisms, shahada or initiation rituals. Once you have the knowledge of the truth, you can no longer believe in lies and absurdities. The next step is to spread this knowledge. Do that with caution (hikmat) and if you live in a Muslim country, as I imagine you do, use only the Internet to speak out your mind.
Welcome to the world of enlightenment. Your real growth has just begun. Now that you have become a freethinker and a critical thinker, you are on your own to find the realities of life. Freedom entails responsibility. Now it is your responsibility to choose the right path and live the right way.
Yes Islam will not last this century. This century will be the century of free information and this means the end of Islam. Ignorance and knowledge cannot live side by side. Islam is ignorance and ignorance will dissipate once knowledge is spread like darkness that vanishes with the introduction of light. For 1400 years Muslims managed to keep the darkness by not letting the light in. That is no longer possible.
The book I have written is about the psychology of Muhammad and why he did what he did. No one can read that book and not be affected. It will shed a lot of light on the mind of Muhammad and one cannot help but accept that the founder of Islam was indeed a psychopath. The proof is overwhelming. It will be available for purchase next week.
Wish you the best. – Mehruinnisha
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I am from kashmir but i donnot find any muslim converting to false religion christianity. Some year back some christian missonaries came kashmir went to poor people that if you will convert to christianity then we will give you a house to live, a christian wife, a job in return. All thouse christian missonaries were then banished from kashmir. Thouse people who had converted to christianity at that time take money house and then divorced their christian wives and then reverted back to islam.
Hello readers,
I take an opportunity to describe the reasons that forced me to leave this religion.
I am often asked, why I left Islam? As absurd as it may be, some Muslims cannot even allow themselves to think that leaving Islam is an option, or even possible. They would rather think that those who leave Islam are paid Jewish agents than accept the fact that people have freedom to think and some may even think that Islam is not for them. The following are my reasons:
Until few years ago I used to think that my faith in Islam was not based on blind imitation but rather was the result of years of investigation and research. The fact that I read a lot of books on Islam, written by people whose thoughts I approved of and delving into philosophies that were within my comfort zone, emphasized my conviction that I had found the truth. All my biased research confirmed my faith. Just like other Muslims, I used to believe that to learn about anything one has to go to the source. Now you may think that the source of Islam is the Qur’an and the hadith. That might be so in theory. But in practice few Muslims read these books to understand them. Muslims get their information about Islam by reading the books written by scholars of Islam. These are apologetic books that deceitfully try to portray Islam in the best light, showing that Muhammad was a holy man and the Qur’an is a “scientific book.” Therefore, I felt no need to look elsewhere in order to find the truth, as I was convinced that I had already found it. As Muslims say “Talabe ilm ba’d az wossule ma’loom mazmoom.” The search for knowledge after gaining it is unwise.
Now I realize this was a mistake. What if we want to learn the truth about one of these dangerous cults? Is it enough to depend only on what the cult leader and his deluded followers say? Wouldn’t it be prudent to widen our research and find out what other people have to say about them? Going to the source makes sense only in scientific matters, because scientists are not “believers.” They do not say something because they have blind faith. Scientists make a critical analysis of the evidence. It is very different from the religious approach which is based entirely on faith and belief.
I suppose it was my acquaintance with the western humanistic values that made me more sensitive and whetted my appetite for democracy, freethinking, human rights, equality, etc. It was when I reread the Qur’an that I came across injunctions that were not on a par with my newfound humanistic values. I was distressed and felt uncomfortable to read teachings like these:
Q.3:90
But those who reject Faith after they accepted it, and then go on adding to their defiance of Faith,- never will their repentance be accepted; for they are those who have gone astray.
Q.16: 106
Any one who, after accepting faith in Allah, utters Unbelief,- except under compulsion, his heart remaining firm in Faith – but such as open their breast to Unbelief, on them is Wrath from Allah, and theirs will be a dreadful Penalty.
One may think that the dreadful penalty mentioned here pertains to the next world. But Muhammad made sure that these people received their penalty in this world as well:
9.14
Fight them, and Allah will punish them by your hands, cover them with shame, help you (to victory) over them, heal the breasts of Believers,
There are also Hadiths that clearly say ” So, wherever you find them, kill them, for there will be a reward for their killers on the Day of Resurrection.”
Elsewhere we read:
Sahih Bukhari Volume 4, Book 52, Number 260:
Ali burnt some people and this news reached Ibn ‘Abbas, who said, “Had I been in his place I would not have burnt them, as the Prophet said, ‘Don’t punish (anybody) with Allah’s Punishment.’ No doubt, I would have killed them, for the Prophet said, ‘If somebody (a Muslim) discards his religion, kill him.’ ”
I found many tales of brutality of Muhammad like this story:
Sahih Bukhari Volume 4, Book 52, Number 261:
Eight men of the tribe of ‘Ukil came to the Prophet and then they found the climate of Medina unsuitable for them. So, they said, “O Allah’s Apostle! Provide us with some milk.” Allah’s Apostle said, “I recommend that you should join the herd of camels.” So they went and drank the urine and the milk of the camels (as a medicine) till they became healthy and fat. Then they killed the shepherd and drove away the camels, and they became unbelievers after they were Muslims. When the Prophet was informed by a shouter for help, he sent some men in their pursuit, and before the sun rose high, they were brought, and he had their hands and feet cut off. Then he ordered for nails, which were heated and passed over their eyes, and they were left in the Harra (i.e. rocky land in Medina). They asked for water, and nobody provided them with water till they died.
And from partial translation of Sunan Abu-Dawud Book 38, Number 4339
Narrated Aisha, Ummul Mu’minin:
The Apostle of Allah (peace_be_upon_him) Said: The blood of a Muslim man who testifies that there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad is Allah’s Apostle should not lawfully be shed except only for one of three reasons: a man who committed fornication after marriage, in which case he should be stoned; one who goes forth to fight with Allah and His Apostle, in which case he should be killed or crucified or exiled from the land; or one who commits murder for which he is killed.
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Hi Zunaid,
Please spare your time to read following text and realize realities of evils prevalent in islamic relgion.
Islam is the most fun-loving religion as far as sexual activity is concerned. No wonder that it is the fastest growing religion among sex offenders in western prisons…
Muhammad was perfect example of a human being whose life should followed meticulous demands the Quran:
33.21: Mohammed is an excellent role model for you to follow.
3.31: If you love Allah then follow Muhammad and Allah will forgive your sins.
33.36: Rules and examples set by Allah and Muhammad is binding to all Muslims: there are no alternatives.
6.33: Rejecting Muhammad is rejecting Allah.
Therefore, following sunna and examples of the Prophet (PBUH) is mandatory for Muslims. Following them prepares the way, if not guarantees, paradise, whereas rejection of them leads to hell. Thus, it is utmost important to study what sexual practices were carried out by him in his life so that all Muslims can practice those sunnas and follow his footsteps.
GAY ACTIVITIES
Sunan Bayhaqi and Al Halabi
According to this hadith, a (gay) man named Zahir, who used to say, “The prophet loves me,” said that one day Muhammad crept unawares behind him and put him in a bear-hug. Zahir, alarmed, yelled, “Get off me!” After turning his head and discovering that it was Muhammad, he stopped struggling and proceeded to “push his back into the prophet’s chest.”
Sunan Bayhaqi, which traces to Sunan Abu Dawud (one of the six canonical hadith collections), has Muhammad lifting up his shirt for a man, who proceeded to kiss his entire torso, “from his bellybutton to his armpits.”
Tafsir of al-Qurtubi—an authoritative exegesis in Islam. Aisha said that, one day, while Muhammad was lying naked in bed, Zaid came knocking; Muhammad, without getting dressed, opened the door and “hugged and kissed him”.
INCEST
Incest with daughters-in-law
http://www.islam-watch.org/copper.kid/Sex-with-Daughter-in-Law-How-Muhammad-Seduced-Zainab.htm
Incest with daughters
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2pLbhrl3ZY
PEDOPHILIA
Aya of pedophilia
65.4: If you divorce your (child) wife before she reaches menstruation, the age her idda is three months.
Sunan Nasai Bk of Marriage, No 3256:
A’ishah said: The Apostle of Allah peace be upon him married me when I was six and had sexual intercourse with me when I was nine and I was playing with dolls.
Sunan of Bin Said, which records Muhammad saying: “I hugged so-and-so when she was a child and found that I greatly desired her.”
Musnad of Ahmad bin Hanbal, which records Muhammad seeing a 2-3 year old girl in her mother’s arms. Muhammad was so “impressed” by her that he said, “By Allah, if this girl reaches marrying age and I am still alive, I will surely marry her.”
Even babies are halal
Tehriro vasyleh, fourth edition, Qom, Iran, 1990:
A Muslim man can have sexual pleasure with a little girl as young as a baby. But he should not penetrate her vaginally, however he can sodomize her.
Sex with one-day-old bay
http://www.investigateislam.com/english/index.php?option=com_seyret&Itemid=103
MARITAL RAPE
Consent of a wife is not the requirement in Islam.
Mishkat, Arabic edition; Babu’n-Nika, p. 671
“When a man calls his wife, she must come, although she be at an oven.”
Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 121:
The Prophet said, “If a man wants sex from his wife and she refuse it, then the angels send their curses on er till morning.”
Volume 7, Book 62, Number 122:
The Prophet said, “If a woman refuses to have sex with her husband, then the angels send their curses on her till she submits to him.”
FRENCH KISSING
No less than 20 Islamic sources—such as the hadiths of Ahmad bin Hanbal—relay that Muhammad used to suck on the tongues of boys and girls” (Boutros)
A hadith relayed by Abu Hurreira (deemed an extremely reliable narrator), where Muhammad sucked on the tongues of his cousin (and future caliph) Ali’s two boys, Hassan and Hussein (Boutros).
Musnad of Ibn Hanbal: “Muhammad would not sleep until he sucked the tongue of his daughter Fatima and nuzzled his face in her bosom.”
THIGHING
http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=GB&hl=en-GB&v=tz3I9hhCXCI
Ref: http://www.islamic-fatwa.net Question 1809 [After the permanent committee for the scientific research and fatwahs reference number 1809 issued on 3/5/1453 and 7/5/1421 (Islamic calendar)]
As for the prophet, peace and prayer of Allah be upon him, thighing his fiancée Aisha. She was six years of age and he could not have intercourse with her due to her young age and small size. That is why [the prophet] peace and prayer of Allah be upon him placed HIS [MALE] MEMBER BETWEEN HER THIGHS AND MASSAGED IT SOFTLY, as the apostle of Allah had control of his [male] member not like other believers.
(Source: http://www.sout-al-haqe.com/pal/musical/mofak…)
POLYGAMY
Prophet had nine wives when he died. Quran allows changing of wives at will. The only condition to change your wife is to let her keep what you gifted her (aya 4.20).
PLEASURING WHILE FASTING
34 books, including the Tafsir of al-Qurtubi and Sahih Muslim, record that Muhammad used to fondle, kiss and have sex while fasting (Boutros).
FROLICKING WITH MENSTRUATING WOMEN
Bukhari Volume 1, Book 6, Number 300:
Narrated Maimuna: Whenever Allah’s Apostle wanted any of his wives during the periods (menses), he used to ask her to wear an Izar.
Sunan Abu DawoodBook 1, Number 0272:
Narrated One of the Wives of the Prophet:
Ikrimah reported on the authority of one of the wives of the Prophet saying: When the Prophet wanted to do something (sexual activity) with (his) menstruating wife, he would put a garment on her private part.
Al Suyuti wrote Aisha relayed that Muhammad said to her “Come here,” to which she replied, “But I am menstruating, O prophet of God.” So he said, “Expose your thighs”; she did so and “he proceeded to lay his cheek and chest on her thighs.”
MENSTRUAL BLOOD IS HALAL
Ahkam al-Koran (v.3, p.444) A woman declared that she used to bring water from a well that had, not just menstruation blood, but dead dogs, and all manner of filth, and give Muhammad to drink.
Sunan Abu Dawood Book 1, Number 270:
Narrated Aisha, Ummul Mu’minin:
One night he entered (upon me) while I was menstruating. He said: Come near me. I said: I am menstruating. He said: Uncover your thighs. I, therefore, uncovered both of my thighs. Then he put his cheek and chest on my thighs.
Abu Dawood, Book 1, Number 67:
Narrated AbuSa’id al-Khudri:
I heard that the people asked the Prophet of Allah: Water is brought for you from the well of Buda’ah. It is a well in which dead dogs, menstrual clothes, and excrement of people are thrown. The Messenger of Allah replied: Verily water is pure and is not defiled by anything.
QURAN RECITAL RESTING HEAD ON THIGHS
Sahih Bukhari hadith (v.6, p.2744) relayed by Aisha where she said that, while menstruating, the prophet used to lay his head on her (naked) thighs and recite the Koran.
Bukhari, Volume 1, Book 6, Number 296:
Narrated ‘Aisha:
The Prophet used to lean on my thighs and recite Quran while I was in menses.
KINKY STUFF
Allah has allowed a Muslim man to derive pleasure from a woman in any way or form he wants.
2.223: Women are a tilth for you so go to your tilth as ye will.
Bukhari ,Volume 7, Book 62, Number 81:
Narrated ‘Uqba:
The Prophet said: “you are given the right to enjoy women’s private parts.”
OLDER RELATIVES
Bukhari,Volume 7, Book 62, Number 48:
Narrated Hisham’s father:
Khaula bint Hakim (who was prophet’s aunt according to Musnad Ahmed) was one of those ladies who presented themselves to the Prophet. ‘Aisha said, “Doesn’t a lady feel ashamed for presenting herself to a man?”
ONE NIGHT STANDS
Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 24:
A woman came to Allah’s Apostle and said, “O Allah’s Apostle! I have come to give you myself.”
Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 54:
“A woman presented herself to the Prophet.”
Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 58:
Narrated Sahl bin Sad:
A woman came to Allah’s Apostle and said, “O Allah’s Apostle! I have come to you to present myself to you.”
CONTINUOUS ACTIONBukhari, Volume 1, Book 5, Number 268:
“Prophet was given the sexual strength of thirty men”.
Apostle could make love continuously to all his eleven wives in one night.
SLAVE GIRLS
Islam allows sex with your slave girls and any one who agrees to offer herself with money (muta) (ayas 4.3, 4.24,23.6,33.50,70.30).
The History of Tabari, vol. 8, p. 29-30:
From his own slave girls Prophet gave his son-in-law, Ali a slave girl, Raytah bt Hilal to enjoy her at his will. He also presented Uthman b. Affan, his son-in-law, another slave girl Zainab b. Hayan, and bestowed another girl (name unknown) to his father in-law Omar Ibn Khattab. Omar gave that girl to his son Abdullah. Most of Prophet’s other elite companions received slave girls as gifts.
CAPTURED WOMEN
The best “perk” of Islam is to kill an infidel and enjoy his wife and daughters.
Ibn Hisham, p. 766:“Safiyah was captured in the Khaibar raid and was claimed by the apostle as his share of booty.. She was then seventeen. She was groomed and made-up for the Prophet by Umm Sulaim, the mother of Anas ibn Malik. They spent the night there”.
“Sirat e Rasulullah” by Ishaq, p. 464:
After 800-900 male adults of Bani Quraiza were beheaded in batches, and thrown in trenches dug in Madina, the apostle divided their property, wives and children as booty… He took Rayhana d. Amr b. Khunafa for himself.
Bukhari Volume 5, Book 59, Number 512:
Narrated Anas:
The Prophet had their men killed, their offspring and woman taken as captives. Safiya was amongst the captives, She first came in the share of Dahya Alkali but later on she belonged to the Prophet.
Bukhari, Volume 3, Book 46, Number 717:
Narrated Ibn Aun:
Prophet had suddenly attacked Bani Mustaliq without warning while they were heedless and their cattle were being watered at the places of water. Their men were killed and their women and children were taken as captives; the Prophet got Juwairiya on that day.
The History of Tabari, vol. 8, p. 29-30:
From his share of captive women, prophet gave his son-in-law, Ali a slave girl, Raytah bt Hilal to enjoy her at his will. He also presented Uthman b. Affan, his son-in-law, another slave girl Zainab b. Hayan, and bestowed another girl (name unknown) to his father in-law Omar Ibn Khattab. Omar gave that girl to his son Abdullah. Most of Prophet’s other elite companions received slave girls as gifts.
CONCLUSION
Islam is the most fun-loving religion as far as sexual activity is concerned. No wonder that it is the fastest growing religion among sex offenders in western prisons.
Mehruinnisha ji,
This is a superb message. Actually it applies to most religions emphasizing fear to hold their devotees. We love your statement, “Apostasy is knowledge. You do not have to do anything to be an apostate. There are no baptisms, shahada or initiation rituals. Once you have the knowledge of the truth, you can no longer believe in lies and absurdities.” That is why, we emphasize no BBS, but follow Allah (or follow Jesus, not the church).
For readers benefit, can you give link to your “The book I have written is about the psychology of Muhammad “, thanks.